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Thought i’d make a few more
Raps for this mix tape
Don’t mind me if I go a little ape ape
Shit like a motherfuckin boss that i am
It’s too bad I dont believe that that that
Twenty four seven
I’d be a king king king king of the kingdom
A lion among men
But I’m a lamb on a kebab
Pass the hummus cuz I’m about to rob . this
Heart of a sweet little sunny honey bunny who’s sassy as hell
with a booty that’s money
I know you begged and asked that Sandman
For a cute red lipped Prince who’s Charming
instead you his broke ass ass-hole brother
The one with a gut who still lives with his mother
Your dreams came true
You just dont know it yet
Wait til we get, back to yer crib
I’m not a plumber
Super Mario
but when I lay pipe
Bitches gush like thunder
back in black then back to the rap attack
Bring that booty over here show me where ya workin at
Dip it down low, then break it like a kit cat
Rollie rollie dib dab, crank that shiggy whack
Baby baby, can you see
I’m the real trick daddy
Take it from me
Pimped out caddy, Rollin Deep like Adele
My circle is tight
Cuz I get that money
Don’t need much but a honey bunny
Take a trip with me
Let’s blast to venus
After a quick stop on uranis
Don’t call me an ignoramus
Imma wrap up this clap back rap snap
Catch ya on the flip side, how’s that?
Remember when the haters
Dab on you, Just dab back
Just dab back
Your dreams came true
You just dont know it yet
Wait til we get, back to yer crib
I’m not a plumber
Super Mario
When I lay pipe
Bitches gush like thunder
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Walk into the club
With the strut of a kang
All the girls heads turn
Like who dat gang
Ya probably haven’t heard
Kinda a big deal
Triple platinum is the mix tape
Bumpin in the streets
Bout to take over
Like a B-52
Don’t bend over
To tie your shoe
Don’t need none of these
Groupie hoes
I gotta fine girl
Like nobody knows
Ride or die, tonight at midight
Ride or die, tonight at midight
Ride or die, tonight at midight
Big little fat skinny
Brown white Asian
Get ya ass on the floor
— It’s The Occassion
Ride or die, tonight at midight
Big little fat skinny
Brown white Asian
Get ya ass on the floor
— It’s The Occassion
drop it like it’s hot
in the spot
on the block
bee gees on the track
Like 1985
Let the holy ghost out
Every one can dance
I was in a coma
Then awoke in a Trance
I couldn’t stop vibin’
To the sound of the base drum
Looked like an idiot
But I didn’t give a fuck
Now I got my own dance
Called the Chaddy Chaddy Bang Bang
Watch how I do it
Then add ya own thang
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3. |
Sad Country Song
04:03
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This right here is a sad country song
I mask my tears and I know it’s wrong
Here’s where I talk about losin my job
Then yesterday cancer got my dog
[Chorus]
TBH I’ve been feelin kinda blue
Doin what I can but I still miss you
Now Take my heart and bring it out back
Throw it in the gutter yeah its turned so black
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Remember when it was a beautiful day
I’d just met you thought we could run away
I had a little cash and you had a car
But everywhere I go, there I are
[Repeat Chorus]
Slow it down baby, we’re movin too fast
That’s what I said but the past is in the past
I’ll let you be right if we could make love gently
You wanna be friends but ...
... ya don’t seem so friendly
I got a little case of the broken heart disease
Doin battles with demons I can not appease
Now take my hand and pull me under
I’ve been floatin in the sea, just gettin by
Now drown me in the water or ..
... roll me like a thunder
x2 [Repeat Chotus]
Gonna drive my pickup down the road to the river
If you’re there in a white dress
I’ll kneel and deliver
Ask you my darling, one last time
Baby, will you be mine, forever?
Darlin, will ya marry me?
Not one day, like right now.
My uncle Randy’s a certified Baptist minister, he can be down here in ten minutes
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The Messenger
04:42
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Capo 1st fret - C Am G F
I'm just the messenger
So take what I say
With a grain or two
Grain or two
He told me that you were
In your car
Listening, to that song
On repeat
He told me that he saw you
Crying alone, but you
wiped those tears
too soon
2x [Bridge - C G C]
[Chorus]text
I'm just the messenger
So take what I say
With a grain or two
Grain or two
Another day, another dollar
Seems I've been cornered
in the suicide hours where I
miss you
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2x [Bridge]
She said that she
comes to you
In a dream she made for you
for you
She said you
Push her away, you try to forget
and that is why she's
haunting you
2x [Bridge] + [Chorus] + 2x [Bridge]
C
If you ever get the chills
on the back of your spine
They said it's cuz they are
There with you
C
Do you ever feel
On a one-way track, wanna hop off
And never look back
No don't look back
2x [Brikdge] + [Chorus] + 2x [Bridge]
Next time I see you
We'll be old and grey
But you'll ask me if
I had come to you
I will, deny it all
but a wink and a smile
will remimnd you
I'm there for you
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gh0st
04:09
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won’t call back
won’t phone home
won’t text back
when i’m all alone
i know you don’t
owe me shit
don’t owe shit
all we have is those
promises
made with our lips
sealed with a kiss
but the love that we made
under the tree before the fall
was so good but you had to go and eat the fruit
i broke my back
sysiphus rollin boulders up them hills
now I roll on dubs but when i scroll and scroll
the answer always seems to elude me
and all I know is thinkin back to
when I still coud look into your eyes
they’d glow and glow like
diamonds in the sky
lucy knows what every kid knows
all things grow
but i cry and die a little inside
everytime i think of all those nights
i dreamed of bein … by your side
ride or die
this heart was open like the sky
clear blue nights
i cried and drank and parked outside
your place
but that was . his car . parked outside
vows we made
i said “let’s see”
but you ran and you jumped
into the ocean with_out me
now you’re ghost
now you’re ghost
now you’re ghost
let me back up
set the stage
where I was then
to where I’m at now
back then they called me
the golden boy
destined for greatness
riches or fame
i wanted to be, somethin big
change the world like Dr. King
but you know me I aint got shit now
cept for my one sunshine
you know who you are
cuz in due time you will grow
and become a man
it is not about how many
times you get knocked down
I know, cuz I am
the king of failure
walking contradiction
No, I don’t got much
money in my pocket
but I got a pocket rocket
My heart is like a river
If you hurtin out there
I got a lotta love
They hittin, I’m cheekin
don’t take that out
you don’t have to be a ghost
you don’t have to be a ghost
you don’t have to be a ghost
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Star-crossed
05:35
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Do you ever fall in love so hard
That you think you’d do .. almost anything
To make them feel that way
About you
But you know they’ll never love you
Still you think there’s a chance
That maybe you could make them feel
The way they do you
And you can go one of two ways with this feeling
You can give up and say
It wasn’t meant to be
Or you can do your best and pray
Let me ask you, would you rather settle for what you can get or ..
die alone holding out for the one
Hey, I dunno, maybe this is just some stupid ephemeral feeling
And there’ll be some new girl tomorrow
But right now, it’s you
If I had a billion dollars, I’d secretly send agents to infiltrate your circles, and slowly draw you towards me
If I had the looks of Brad Pitt, I’d seduce you from magazine covers and plant subliminal messages in my interviews .. in the off chance you’d see them
But all I’ve got is a pen and a pad, and this cool piano music
I know you won’t hear this
So I hope it does the next best thing
Infect the heart of some poor girl who stumbles upon the mess that I am
Fix me
Fix me lover
Tape up these broken wings
I’ll follow you into the valley of darkness
But if you ask me to deny my heart
To lie and say that I can guarantee you are my now and forever
Well, I got bad news for you hon
I got a little case of the wandering eye
and My appetite’s like an ox
I tend to stray
You see I don’t wanna be a member of any club that would take me
That’s why my favorite kind of love
Is th e unrequited kind
So my advice to you is to run
Now, where was I, you with the haunting voice from my dreams
Like vampire fangs you infect me
The cruel delight of your love
Excuse my projecting, but it seems like someone hurt you
What kind of guy, I don’t know
Probably that steotypical kind with it all handed to him on a silver platter
Not like me, the cool kind of guy
Whose heart aches so badly
He tries too hard
Tragically, the foolish one
All the kids laugh at me
I’ll take my punishment
Cuz I’d rather be the one
Who says what he feels
Than lead a life of quet desperation
I know you’ll never hear this
I don’t know why I continue
But if you happen to be her
Give me a reason or a sign
Pluck these heart strings
With a truth from the depths of your being
Kill me gently with your thunder
Turn me to ash with your flame
I’ll be a Phoenix in the night
When all is lost I’ll come to you
As these mortal vessels crumble
Rip the life support off me
If I can’t reach you with this song
I’ll find a better way
I’ll teach some angels to serenade you
And build a band of lonely ghosts
And when it’s all over
You still won’t know my name
And I will not wait for you
So I guess that’s the end of it
One star-crossed lover
And his sad little tale
Two beating hearts in the night
I take this poison cup to my lips
Maybe I’ll ... see you on the other side
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Vampire Smile
02:37
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now ever since i got a taste of the game
imma be real witchya
kinda hard to get jacked back into The Matrix
Still Trippin
raised on the lies of the Church in
the atheistic dogmatic life is meaningless
now i'm starin through the world my rear-view
time projected on the back of a mirror
3d printed, loggin time in the
multiverse .. from a 5th dimension
jackin yo iPhone
playin my sick beats, 2Pac incarnate
It's The Redux Crackah, straight caucasian
no chaser in this mothafuckah .. sheeit
genocide the beat, drop heat like napalm
leavin yo cities like Dresden
when i come through them metaphorically
bitches aint shit, i'm the realest honkey
got a demon inside me the clout of Lucifer
sold my soul for about tree fiddy
now i'm buyin it back, one rhyme at a time
goin outta my mind, can't touch this
MC Hammer yo ass with a nail gun get yo AK son
before the sheeple take it
better slice off the back of your eyelids
they been feedin us trash since we were kids
faggot-ass media tellin me words i can’t say
how i should think, while I’m up here dyin
dyin of ligma
ligma my fuckin balls CNN
now all the machine elves talkin to me
give me your wisdom, what do you see
what is the truth and the nature of reality
now all the machine elves talkin to me
give me your wisdom, what do you see
what is the truth and the nature of reality
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Like a Prayer Meditation
04:39
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You see the thing to know about The Universe
Is that you are it
The conception of self
As something apart
From a whole
Is an illusion
A trick played
By the brain
Presumably for no other reason
... Than it can
But if we allow ourselves to move and dance enough
If we love enough
If two capable and able bodies intertwine
This breathtaking thing
We call Life
Can spring forth once more
From that—a carnal attraction
Where base instincts prevail
And during the quote-unquote lovemaking
Does not the self, the concerns, the worry of the day
Dissipate
At least for a brief moment
And there, in that blissful orgasm
Does not the conception of self temporarily expire
Into a void of naked consciousness
A blank slate of being
Let me ask you
Did the you who was you, before you became you through conception, birth and time up through now, did that you have any notion of fear or death or loss?
And in the moment that the you that you know as you now, ceases to exist as a conscious, living and breathing vessel ... will it not feel the same way you felt as before the conception?
The orgasm is called
Le petit morte by the French
Or, the little death
You see the thing that all great spiritual leaders knew
Was that there is nothing to be afraid of in death
And those Great Shamans
Knew how to tell the story of death
For an audience of their time
You cannot guide a rocket to Heaven
You cannot find a genetic marker for the reincarnation of a soul
In this era of vast knowledge and understanding
We are filled with nihilism and yet still a thirst for meaning
If it’s all just atoms and waves and empty space
What am I to do if Dark Force comes calling
If I am sick or tired, sad and lonely, feeling like a slave
Constrained by some invisible chains
Are we not just insanely complex apes?
Is it any wonder we have put each other under .. the spell of death camps
Brutal spirals of violence and hate
If nothing has meaning in a vacuum, is it any wonder that some of us will choose to murder, pillage and rape?
I don’t have the answer
This is my challenge for you
Show me, through your actions alone, the only ones’ you can control
What it feels like were there a heaven
Let your dead idols dance through you
Let go, let their spirits enchant and overtake you
I wanna see you in love like young William Shakespear
And watch as you slay ideological demons, the Churchill of your day
Dance like Elvis Presley
As if you were back in a mythological garden in the shade of an apple tree
Not a care in the world
Nor a concern to your name
I know we can’t go back but
What if death feels the same
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11. |
Levels to Zion
03:33
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Do you ever wish that you could
reverse space and time
To experience something over again
for the first time
Do you ever feel that deju vu
Feeling, only like
All the fucking time
Why do hairs stand up
On the back of my neck
I’m here by myself
But I could swear there’s
A fucking presence
Guiding me by the hand
And so I let go
And let it flow
Rain Man
There is no right
There is no wrong
In the end there’s just love
Tomorrow may bring
The others and the fear
But right now I’m with you
I’m the angel with the white wings
Wrapped in a dark cloud
We’ve been watching you my child
....
I speak in ....
I speak in ...
We’re the angels in your nightmares
The demons in your dreams
I’m here with you now
I’m here to set you free
I can tell you’re a thinker
You asked me why you’re here
The answer is simple yet complex
In a word
Love
I know you’ll get it twisted
I hear you confess
My love is like the river
It is always flowing like time
I see you hesitate
It may not be my time
To reveal all things
There’s Levels to Zion
This is intro 101
It’s all becoming clear
I can see it all now
Signs upon Signs
Like b r e a d c r u m b s
For my
Mind
Now go my son
Set yourself free
I’m the chains on your ankles
I’m the scars on your back
I’ll give you one more chance
Then I’ll take it all back
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